To Nyo

Jakarta, 28 January 2012

Dear Nyet,

i don't mind if you wanna hang out with him everyday.i don't mind if you prefer him than me.That's your choice I can't do anything.
i don't mind if you wanna leave me.

I hate that I must face this anymore.
You have a new boyfriend and some new friends. You go with them everyday.
You forget me. You play with him.
You forget me. I come to your house and you texting with him.
You forget me. You laugh with him and cry with me, am I nothing anymore huh?
actually I can't stand this anymore. It's sick to hide this pain anymore. You never know what I feel right? Yeah, you're not in my position.
well the truth is...
That I really scared that you will leave me. I'm alone. And I hate this thing.
That I can't play with you anymore. You will go far far away.
That we can't texting everyday like before.
That you will tell about him everyday and you didn't care about my story.
That you will find the other one who able to company you whenever you wanna go

That you will forget me

Sorry if I'm not a good bestie. Well if someday you seen I walk away that's not all of your fault. My fault.

from,
chocho
with all of her sadness and afraid for loosing you